Tael

    post: the second.

    Friday, March 16, 2007, 09:11 AM [General]

    Ugh. Having an emotionally overcharged day (and past night, too). Not going to get too much into it, but being trapped in a small room with someone you're not getting along with, and then being completely ignored by the other people there... it hurts. A lot. I'm still feeling completely ill right now, not as bad as last night, but pretty bad. Still kinda think I'm going to throw up, but the headache is just a dull throb, and the shaking in my hands and legs has weakened a lot. It was the first time in a long time that what empathic ability I have came to smack me in the face (and I could sense it was going to happen in some way, I was just too dumb to leave and get the hell out of here for a while). 

    It's like whatever it was permeated the room, and it's following some of us around. I feel like I can't get enough fresh air (the window next to me is open as far as it can go right now), can't flush enough out of my system (between crying and then going through a ton of water this morning... )... there's something wrong, and it only showed up when they did. It just doesn't feel right. I've got to get out of here for a few hours today.

    In lighter news, spring has finally hit Newfoundland. Finally. I can walk outside in my sneakers. I can see (rather dead and brown-looking) grass. I saw a robin outside a while ago. :D The snowpiles are slowly getting lower and lower (I can see the road!). I can go outside with a hoodie and a scarf on - no winter coat! Yay!  :D

    (Oh, yeah. Everyone who commented on my first entry - thanks. I've taken your advice and suggestions into consideration - I'm just terrible about reading comments. xPP)

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    Empathic abilities can be a bitch - but they're usually worth listening to. If things continue, I'd suggest doing a little ritual/prayer asking for protection or shielding. You might want to consider buying a protectice stone (hematite, for example) to guard against future 'episodes.' I went through this in high school (hormones, angst, and confusion galore!), so, as you can imagine, I definitely learned to cope!
    Brightest blessings,
    Riesse

    seismickitten
    March 16, 2007
    10:03 AM CST

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